Day One, at home

This is back in Korea...our first afternoon and evening together. This is about an hour after we got Jude. He had been grieving for about 45 minutes and finally went to sleep. I had heard from so many people that you could tell when they were grieving...you would know it by their cry. So true. It was like an infant cry, and terrible breathing...like he was hyperventilating. He would look around, look at us, and then close his eyes and sob. It was just so hard. He slept for about an hour, mostly on my chest and woke up doing okay. That first evening was just precious. He slept great...like 6 hours straight. I, however, didn't sleep at all. I stared at him and played with his hair all night. Yummy.This is your new home, Ju Ju. This is also his favorite thing to do with dad.
Bonding at 2 am this morning with mommy, taking a picture with photo booth. He slept GREAT last night. He went to bed around 8:45 and slept in his crib once he was asleep for like an hour while we got the other two babies in bed. Then, we had promised Creed he  could sleep with us (you know, of course, Rinn chose to sleep in her own bed...by herself) and cuddle with Jude for a little bit. So, we moved Jude into our bed (while he was still asleep) and they got to cuddle. After Creed fell asleep, I moved Jude to the floor with me on a pallet in the living room, so it would be like he is used to sleeping with his foster mother. 

He slept until 1 am, and I fed him a bottle. I kept it dark in the house, hoping that he would go back to sleep. We cuddled, loved on each other, and then he stared into my eyes and started grunting....you know what that means, of course. His first BIG MAJOR blowout. All over his pants, back, onesie, head to toe basically. So, we had to turn on the lights and get him all cleaned up. He was awake at that point and stayed alert until about 3 ish. Went to sleep easily and slept until 8 am when his brother came in to cuddle up with him. So awesome. Jude and I took a nap today for about 2 hours and I feel great now. He is taking his second nap now with daddy and we will let him sleep for another hour or so. 
Can you tell he kind of likes his big brother?

His little sister, who is about his size, loves to talk to him like a baby and is obsessed with his feet, who really are nearly the size of his sisters. The kid has HUGE feet and hands. 

Bath time with brother and sissy. We did his mohawk hair and Creed got him to say "HIIII YAH!".
Cuddlying with bub this morning on our pallet. Notice his little lovey blanket. His foster mother said she has had it for many years, but Jee Han just loved it so much, she thought he would need it for the transition. I am so glad she thought of that, he really does love it. He sucks on the edge like it is a pacifier.